Life

i thought i made a friend... but he became much more than a friend... i thought i liked him... but he was way beyond my reach of liking... i thought i could be like someone else... but everyone hated me... i thought it'd be good to change... but people moved away from me... i thought i'd jump in the water... coz i wanted to feel fresh... i thought i'll be able to love again... but everything seemed fake and a lie... i thought i'd be on top of the world... but i fell down on my face and got hurt... i thought he'll hold my hand and walk... coz i loved him more than my life... but he left me alone forever....

nahi chahiye itne dost ke hum aapko bhool jaayen.. aur tohfa banaa ke aapko bhj diya hai humare liye to aur kisi tohfe ki khwahish hi kyun ho... aur aisa tohfa ho tum ke humesha khush rahenge to aur kisi khushi ki chahat hi kyun ho... khoobsurat ho tum.. khoobsurat hai tumhari dosti.. log kehte hain chaand ka tukda ho tum.. par hum kehte hain chaand tukda hai tumhara.. khoobsurati to dekhne wale ki ankhon mein hoti hai... koyle ko heera samajhte ho yehi to baddappan hai tumhara...

sometimes i think to myself that y are we running behind wat others are doing.fine we have learnt a lot from them (the westerns)but we shud also know it that we have so much of man power and so much talent hidden here that we don't need to run behind some one else's logics and deeds..we have to change somethings in ourselves and one of which is is hypocrisy...dats one thing which everyone has but noone is ready to accept. another thing which doesn't make me proud of my nation rather people of my nation that when a kid is born rather than thinking about how happy they are to have her/him in this world they start saying wat she/he will become in the future...we all suppress the talents which are there in our kids and we just tell them to run behind marks, scores, grades and thats wat i am not proud of...jus coz m saying that we need to change for the betterment nothing will change but one thing which know that at least i can change the future for my family and my kids...rathe...

ai  rachna tujhe kaise de dun main chhand aaj  kaise purnviram lagaun is shitij pe aaj... jo tu udti hai khule aasman pe pankh phailaye... kaise tujhe main pinjre mein band kar dun aaj... ai  rachna tujhe kaise de dun main chhand aaj  pankh kaat tere gira dena hoga aisa... aasman ke taron ko gin ke khatam kar dena jaisa... kya udne dun tujhe main aaj... ya shabdon ki bediyon mein kar dun band... ai  rachna tujhe kaise de dun main chhand aaj....!!!

sometimes life becomes so difficult, then we feel like giving up. sometimes situations make us agitated and angry, and anger makes situations worse. we cry we shout...we break things..we start making foolish decisions..and we don't realize when we are angry we sometimes tend to say somethings which can hurt others. but it so happens that our close ones, our friends they are the ones who make us angry. specially the ones who are the closest creates maximum anger inside us. we feel that can't we be ourselves in front of them and thats why we shout thats why we get angry..life is so unpredictable that the ones who you think will be always with you are the ones who leave you right at the moment when you need them the most. the situation of giving up comes when you know everything is ruined and you know that this broken glass cannot be put together or glued together again. you know that if someone is gone he or she is gone forever...if the relation is broken you can never mend it. a...

i can beat him up and shout at him when m angry on someone else, i can cry like a kid and after m done he will laugh his a$$ out and make fun of me to make me laugh...i can curse him be mad at him and tell him 1000 times that he doesn't love me..but wen m done he will ask me ok now tell me whom did u fight wid...i can hug like a teddy bear when m happy and he comes n hugs me for when m sad..i can paint his face and he sits without moving a brow and he becomes so restless and impatient when i say m in trouble.. he hides me and covers me wen m cold...he always holds my hand while crossing the road...even if i don talk to him for ages but when we talk it feels he is always there right next to me to witness each n every thing...i say hello and he judges my mood by that very word:) ....he has given a new meaning to my life, he has always inspired me to do various amazing things which i never knew that i can even do...he has enjoyed my stories of my love and then cried with me when i bro...

Change is the only permanent thing in life. people change, places change, cities states countries ...even continents change..whether we like it or not that's a vicious circle of life... change... some changes make us look older, some changes brings smiles on our face...when you have new friends your your preferences change...when you have someone special all the changes revolve around them.. as a matter of fact...some changes make you look good, some make you look sexy...or hot...some makes u look like the typical traditional soul...this kind of change is something which we see every day..a hair cut...lil make up...new dress...etc... sometimes you crave for a change and you don get it easily...like a new job...a new car...a new house...a new person in your life... i see things change very quickly around me...people come..they become friends...they meet other special ones...they change...they leave...they come back...they stay...but one thing is how much ever they change they ...

hum bhi kavita likhte the... jab kalam humare sath thi... tab hum bhi shabdon ke melon mein ik chhote bachhe jaise hanste the... jab kalam humare sath thi... tab hum bhi kavita likhte the... mele mein jab aksar unko dekha karte the... us chilman ke pichhe ki muskan pe hum bhi utna hi marte the.. jab kalam humare sath thi... tab hum bhi kavita likhte the... choodi ki chhan chhan si jab ghar ke pichhwade sunai deti thi... woh sham dhale jab panghat pe pani bharne jaya karti thi... jab kalam humare sath thi... tab hum bhi kavita likhte the... woh door se ate dekh jhhat se jake chhup jati thi... fir lakh manane par dheere se sharma ke samne ati thi... woh dheeme se jo apna hath mere sar pe sehlati thi... jab kalam humare sath thi... tab hum bhi kavita likhte the... jab jab hum gaon chhod ke jate the... woh besabri se pani par patthar fenka karthi thi... jab kalam humare sath thi... tab hum bhi kavita likhte the... jis pal hum wapas ate the... woh daud ke gale l...

You gave me a smile  A piece of your heart You gave the feel I have been looking for You gave me a song You are innocent love n You are the one i've been waiting for i've been waiting for... 

Hairs falling on her shoulders A flick disturbing her big eyes She is trying to make out who he is N then suddenly...BREAKS!!! He asks her a stupid question She giggles n says nothing N again they start moving passing all the hurdles behind Chopping the road and making it feel grind Towards the open space They both look ahead with their bright face A twinkle in her eye A dimple in her smile He stops and gaze at her Gives a faint smile and says... "Don't stop me again with your smile" N she laughs...she giggles N leaves her behind. disturbing her big eyes She is trying to make out who he is N then suddenly...BREAKS!!! He asks her a stupid question She giggles n says nothing N again they start moving passing all the hurdles behind Chopping the road and making it feel grind Towards the open space They both look ahead with their bright face A twinkle in her eye A dimple in her smile He stops and gaze at her Gives a faint smile and says... "Do...